more poetry

here is a new poem. well, not so new. but new to YOU!

forbidden kisses

forbidden kisses
worn like cherry chapstick
lick those lips!

sleepless nights
awake with the memory of you

the unattainable torments my soul

i re store
my desperate imagination
of a different life
within the white painted barn
that i can never leave

do i want to leave?

never
is it too painful

the wound grows
by my own nourishment
i pick the scab
licking my open sores
red droplets are my only food

yet the pain does not compare
to the amount of lost despair

i cannot lose you

and so your forbidden kisses
remain