first post ever

i don't really know why i'm doing this since i have a thing against online journals. if feel that they usually either host passive aggressives that vent online or have information that has little or nothing to do with anything. in fact, i'm kind of proving that point right now. what does this post have to do with my life? nothing. the things that i truly care about are probably too deeply personal to share online. however, seeing as how i have never done this before, that may change. maybe i will find myself opening up to a whole new level and sharing my most intimate feelings with the entire world. regardless of what happens, i did it. i started this little online journal or whatever you want to call it. so, here it is. please bear with me in this difficult transition and allow me to share my thoughts with you. thank you. the end